*phew* I can take out a breath of relief now. All that situation was getting stressful, especially when I saw mom crying… Oh, I HATE it when she cries! >.< I’m very protective of my mother, nobody’s ever gonna hurt her, not even in the family! And Longreen has been very mean and rude, I was on the edge of an hysterical crisis, and I was going to slap him down if Nixon hadn’t held me back… Really, it got the worst of my Spark out, today. I’m glad everything’s over now.

I’ve just read Longreen’s blog at PrinceCar.net, and I can see how sorry he is for all he’s said and done, BUT… excuses are good only if he’s never going to do that again. Our parents adopted all of us and make daily sacrifices for our good and wellbeing, and they don’t deserve this sh*t at all.

I hope it’s a lesson learned today.

I’m too tired to write up anything today, but this picture says it all *_* Doesn’t it? Hehe :ilabyu:
I’ll update soon with some news For now, please check out my darling Nixon’s blog. Thanks!

Mom has just come back from Church. Bro Smokey went with her, and now he’s cuddling little Melody on my bed ^.^ Awww. Nixon is on the other side of the bed, busy around his laptop. I hope he’s gonna start blogging soon anyway, because he asked me to host him and he’s not started it yet LOL. My lazy honey! Ahah! xD

I’m due in 9 days and I’m seriously freaking out now. Eeek! >.< I hope everything goes alright. Mom said she’ll stay close to me and that’s a relief. Just my first time giving birth, heh… I guess it’s more about the fear than the reality of things, isn’t it? ^^

Ok well, I’ll update soon my darlings Maybe on Easter or the day after. Take care, and Happy Easter!!!

So yeah, on April 3rd my sister Scarlette celebrated her 7th birthday She had been waiting for this event to come for weeks, and she was really excited the morning that the big party would take place Her classmates came over at around 11AM, but her best friend Alessia was the first to come ^^ Then a few Robocity folks arrived later too, but Ratchet and Kerri seemed not to get along so much like last time… mmh… alright, it’s not my business, so I’ll quit it here. I just hope things will straight up for them soon Anyway, my brothers Garak, Odo (with his girlfriend), Damar and Data managed to come over too, to my parents’ and all of us’ happiness Some really unforgettable event, hehe! It was nice to see Nixon getting along with all of them too. My brother Longreen’s fiancé came over too, for a few hours. Granpa Optimus, on the contrary, was only here for about one hour in the afternon, because he had duties to get done on Cybertron *sigh* Dad spent most of the time with Scarlette and my other sisters; it seems that he’s really in love with the only few girls of the family, excluding mom LOL! We’re all males here xD By the way, it was a great day We had a karaoke contest and the ones who won got a free packet of home-made cookies from my mom :9 *yum* Hehe, yep I was one of the winners! *winks* Ah yeah! And a soon-to-be-adopted brother was here with us too Hehe. But I’ll tell you about him some other time.

Yesterday in the afternoon, Nixon and I went out for a walk at the park of our town, and we took little Melody along in the stroller. When we sat on a bench to relax, Nixon pulled me close and caressed my belly, murmuring sweet words into my audio sensor and cuddling me. Awwww! I never felt so good before!! It was soooo sweeeeeet!!!!! *__*

Hehe, I so have to post up a photo of us two here and on our LoveBlog sometimes

Our daughter cried a bit when he left, but she’s okay now. I envy babies a bit, you know… they always find the positive side in life, while we adults always complain about everything ^^” Heh. I guess tomorrow I’ll spend some time with my mom alone; it’s been a while since I cuddled with her, and I really need it. My sweet mommy ♥ always there for me :3 I’m so lucky, really! Yesterday’s been one of my brothers’, Metabee, birthday: he turned 7 years old and we had a party at home; he made Melody laugh all the time and it was just so cute to see the two together.

Anyway, I’m sorry once again for not updating Melody’s babysite and the twins’ one… The thing is, that CO.CC really sucks! xP Did you know that now you have to pay to renew a “free” domain with them?! I mean, WTF?! I deleted both the domains I had registered with it, because I really can’t afford anything else but Luvable.info, and I registered them with Azote.org now and I’m going to set them up tomorrow on my cPanel. Still… wtf?! The CO.CC staff has really gotten insane. If you are looking for free domains, use Azote.org NOT Co.CC because they’ll make you pay to renew the domain!

Also, I hope that Uni.cc will re-open registrations soon, because their service really rocks x3

As for my own family… I know I’m gonna feel nostalgic on the days to come. Yeah, because Nixon has to leave for work, and will stay away one whole week. I’m so gonna miss him I hope Melody’s gonna take it good, because she’s never been separated from her dad for so long time since he became my mate. Oh Primus, take care of him during his leave! x(

Ah guys, don’t worry if you haven’t seen my new site up yet, or babymelody.fr.cr still not updated: I shall do it asap, but not today, because this is the last day Nixon’s staying here before he leaves for work. ^^ I will in the next days *hugs*

BTW, I stole this cool tag from sis Thea ;3 [spoiler /Read my 100 truths!/ /Close it/]
001. Real Name: Jazz Tiger Prime
002. Nickname(s): Jaz, Jazzy, Jazzman, hunny (reserved! )
003. Age: about 2 thousand years old
004. Horoscope: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Iacon City Standard School
007. Middle School: See above
008. High School: See above
009. College School: Pre-Academy Course for Autobots
010. Hair colour: I don’t have hair, but a black helm
011. Long or Short: N/A
012. Loud or Quiet: Loud! XD
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans, when I manage to wear a pair
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: Yes and no. Depending on the mood.
016. Drink or Smoke: Neither of them xP
017. Do you have a crush on someone: I’m actually engaged to someone
018. Eat or Drink: Both (lol)
019. Piercings: I have none.
020. Tattoos: Nope!
021. Social or Anti-Social: Highly social ^^
022. Righty or lefty: Right handed
023. First piercing: Never had one.
024. First relationship: The current one is my first one.
025. First Best Friend: Nixon, my current mate :3
026. First Award: Honour Award, received from Optimus Prime during the Great War
027. First Kiss: With my Nixon :heart:
028. First Pet: Never had one.
029. First Big Vacation: I don’t think I ever had a big vacation o.O
030. First Love at first sight: Nah, I don’t believe in that.
031. First Big Birthday: Last year with my adoptive family ^o^
032. First Surgery: During the Great War, Ratchet had to fix me quite a lot of times
033. First sport you joined: I can’t remember.

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple! :9 But I like orange too
035. Rock or Rap: RAP!!!! x3
036. Country or Screamo: I’m not into those genres
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Both!
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney is still my fav.
039. Night or Day: Day.
040. Sun or Moon: Moon.. because it’s so romantic! x3
041. TV or Internet: BOTH!
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation.
043. Kiss or hug: Both!
044. Iguana or turtle: Iguana’s so cute!
045. Spider or bee: Bee
046. Fall or spring: Spring.
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes.
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer.

Currently
049. Eating: A slice of cake (that I baked, lol!)
050. Drinking: Apple juice.
051. Excitement level: I’m just so tired.. ^^”
052. I’m about to: go cuddle with my honey :heart:
053. Listening to: Melody’s giggles as she plays
054. Plan for today: Spend as much time as I can with Nix before he leaves xP
055. Waiting for: lunch time
056. Energy Level: Low (I’m tired! xP)
057. Thinking of someone: Yep!
058. Want kids?: I have one, and another on the go, and I want moar!! xD
059. Want to get married?: YES!
060. When?: October 2009 *_*
061. How many kids do you want: I think about 5-6 x3 Yep!
062. Any name on the mind: The ones I’m expecting will be named Arion and Dreama. The future ones… I dunno!
063. What did you want to be when you were little: A singer or an actor.
064. Careers in mind: Right now? Just to be a good mom ^^ But I like being an educator too.
065. Mellow future or wild: Melloooowww!
066. Something you would never try: Smoke, alcohol and drugs xP
067. When do you want to die: I hope Primus will admit me to the Holy Matrix.

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Both!
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both again! xD
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller.
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring and protective as well, but not to the excess.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Stomach I guess…
074. Sensitive or Loud?: I don’t care..
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship!
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: A little bit of both ^^
077. Muscular or normal: Normal.

078. Kissed a stranger: Nope!
079. Broken a bone: During the War? Oh yeah! xD
080. Lost glasses or contacts: A few times
081. Ran away from home: Nah.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Yes, during the War.
083. Killed somebody: No o.O I’m an Autobot! I don’t kill.
084. Broken some one’s heart: I don’t think so..
085. Had your heart broken: Yeah..
086. Been arrested: Sort of..
087. Cried when someone died: Yes I did.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yeah… But all my crushes never returned. Only Nixon

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Yep!
090. Miracles: I do ^^
091. Love at first sight: Nah.
092. Heaven: Matrix in my case, but yeah
093. Santa Claus: Nope, but don’t tell Melody
094. Tooth Fairy: Nope.
095. Kiss in the first date: Why not?
096. Angels: Yes ^^

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: He’s here with me already x3
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Of course!
099. Do you believe in God?: My god is Primus, and yes I do ^^
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

I’m tagging: Doc, Ratchet, Ironhide, Nixon, dad, mom, Rosh, Sunstreaker, Gel and Scarlette.
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I’m gonna bloghop now, and leave some comments on my buddies’ blogs. See ya!

Also, on Nov 1st I’ve met a sweet girl online, Rosh, talked to her by email, she asked me to host her and even though I’d decided earlier to only host family members, I made an exception for her We talked and talked over email, and we got very close to each other. She’s my online daughter now aww ^.^ (yes Mel, you have a sis :3) And since good moms make gifts for their kids, I thought of buying her a domain + cheap hosting for 1 year. I’ll send you an email with the info soon as I receive it, Rosh Enjoy it! *mwah* :ilabyu:

Last night I went out with Nixon, to spend some time alone. We left home at about 5:15PM after making sure Mel would be safe with my parents, we had a nice walk, then decided to go at “Tinello“, a traditional restaurant of our town. We had a good Pizza Margherita, chips and a sweet chocolate truffle. Yum! :9 It had been some time since Nix and I last went out, and I really enjoying our private time alonw :3 Like dating again, awww. [spoiler /See the restaurant/ /Close it/]

By the way, here are some of the cute items I bought for little Mel on Oct 30th and that I promised to post up: [spoiler]

A soft plushie toy and a warm suit for the winter upcoming

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