Missing him…

Posted by Jazz on August 11, 2008

Heya folks! How are you? Let’s start with some website updates, since I’ve been doing more stuff with my site these days…

• I added the Custom Smilies plugin and damn, I love it!
• I joined other social network websites: flickr, friendster and imeem. They’re cool, and at least they’ll let me keep in touch with all of you my friends Also, I have a Technorati Profile now too. Add me! :3
• My main blog (the one you’re reading now) is slowly taking shape, though I will work on more pages and sections with time. Link exchanges gladly accepted.
• I’m gonna work soon on my daughter’s site and I will update it once at week (and I shall copy old diary entries from my paper notebook). Something’s wrong with that site though, because sometimes it isn’t available even though the hosting is setted up well and the co.cc domain too. Mmh… I wish I knew why the server would act up so badly…

My brother Longreen’s birthday comes in 3 days and I need to find some good present for him. He’s turning twenty, so I wanted to buy something useful… maybe a backpack for his University classes, or a new pair of jeans. I just don’t know yet, but tomorrow I’ll go shopping and maybe ask the shop keeper for some advice.

Two of my little siblings are cuddling Melody to sleep as I write. I’m so happy about this, that the whole family loves my daughter. Once she gets older I may go to University and then try to find a good job here, to help my family financially and pay for my daughter’s school by myself. My jobs on Cybertron pay good, but I have to pay to keep my apartment there too, so we’ll see. Going to University here on Earth is still one of my dreams anyways.

As for the rest… I think I feel more than just friendship for a Sparkling-hood (aka childhood) friend of mine, but I don’t know if it’s just an impression as of yet. I haven’t seen him for 4 months since I moved in in this new family by adoption, and he hasn’t contacted me since then, nor could I since I never had his contact. He’s so damn shy… I just hope and hope and hope to see him again, because I miss him badly. So badly that I catch myself at crying sometimes… Oh no! I’m crying again… *sighs*